Everyday life decisions!

AIDS Day

2009-12-01T13:08:00.000-08:00

I thought I'd start out by saying RIP to those children, women and men who have lost their fight against AIDS. People aren't knowing enough about AIDS, so the judge many people with the disease. I'd like to let you know that some people are actually born with AIDS. For those people born with AIDS, they might not be able to get the proper treatment to stay alive, like little children. Unlike Canada, in the US we have to pay for healthcare and in Africa most to none can't afford medication so we have to help.

Join United Nations Programme on HIV/AIDS or buy a (RED) product from Gap, Apple, or Nike. Join (RED) on twitter and facebook!!!!!!

Product (RED) helps fight AIDS in Africa.

Act against AIDS- over 1 million people in the US are living with HIV

Please be aware! Testing today is FREE.

Alicia Keys benefit concert is tonight on her official YouTube channel.

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Weakening

2009-11-30T18:58:00.001-08:00

Guess its been a while since I've blogged about anything with meaning and I try to stay as far away from personal that I can but sometimes you just can't help it. I've been through points in my life where I've found myself so weak, to the point where I just wanted to die. Instead of killing myself I just started drinking, popping pills, sipping lean and smoking weed heavily again, like I did when I was a kid. The disease is coming back. I can't come to grips with myself, and I never have anyone in my life that wants to stay by my side and help. You never know what someone is going through, unleSs they tell you or you ask. Just because someone might try to seem happy doesn't mean they are. I know for sure that I'm not happy. No where near and will never be. I have one of the greatest positions in life, but I'm not happy with myself. I'm self conscious and it causes a lot of insecurities. I know how Shakir Stewart felt. R.I.P

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R.I.P To A True King

2009-06-28T22:40:00.000-07:00

Michael Jackson - Human Nature (Live performance '87)
1958-2009

Jai, Fendi, Jerrell

2009-06-19T15:29:00.000-07:00

Welcoming

2009-06-19T07:11:00.000-07:00

Yesterday, my family welcomed a little pure breed Yorkie puppy, named Fendi, into our home. I drove an hour and a half to the middle of no where to get this little fella from a breeder. He's so quiet and real sweet and loving, he likes to be under someone all the time. If he isn't he's whimpering. He almost made it through the night sleeping at the foot of the bed but I was afraid that I would kick him off the bed so he had to go back into the box. He did find his way between Inayah and myself before he got in the box.

Today, I woke up early to let him go use the bathroom and to feed him. He drunk a little water but he wouldn't eat any food at all. I even tried to put it in his mouth, he wouldn't take it. I would think he'd eat something since he threw up so much on the ride home (I'll admit, for such a little pup, that was a long way).

As of right now, I'm trying to teach my son how to take care of Fendi. He wanted Fendi in his bed while he watched tv, so I let him. I had to explain to him that he can't leave the puppy alone, after he jumped up and left him on the bed while he went downstairs to eat. He now knows after sitting for a while we have to take Fendi downstairs to use the bathroom on the puppy pad. Wish it wasn't raining right now or I'd have him outside using the bathroom, but I'm glad he smelt the pad and pee'd right on it. YES!

I wish the dog wasn't scared and would do some things on his own! Maybe like get in and out of his bed.

2009-05-31T20:22:00.000-07:00

What do you do...

2009-04-20T17:24:00.001-07:00

When you want somebody so bad, and love them to death but they can't do ONE thing to completely satisfy you? One thing that would make everything 100% right. Even though you know how much that person loves you, or you think... Why is it so easy to fall for some people but harder to fall out once you fall in? What about false hope? Or giving you confusing signals. I'm just babbling on, don't know what else to say or what else to think. Maybe I'll write more later on... Take it easy.

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Sidekick LX 2009 "Blade"

2009-01-31T16:13:00.000-08:00

Yeah all the T-Mobile Sidekick fans know every two years around June/July they come out with the first generation (next gen) Sidekicks. Like the 2,3, and LX. Well now we got the new next gen and finally got pictures to prove it. I'm happy to see what Microsoft has brought to Danger. Now we have the same contents as the G1. Youtube, 3G, GPS and etc. I've had a Sidekick for the longest and honestly I had to try something new but I did know that Danger would be dropping a Sidekick like this which is why I said in the beginning when I got my G1 that later this year I'd be back on my Kick and thats 100%! Will I miss paying a $20 Sidekick data plan because I switched over? Yes, but I'm use to paying $35 for the G1 so I'll be fine. I can deal! Maybe they'll give me a break since I've been a member for so long and I've had the same Sidekick data plan for so long. Just click the picture to get a larger view!

Android OS on a Nokia Internet Tablet - G1 rip off!

2009-01-29T22:00:00.000-08:00

Touch Pro VS. G1

2009-01-13T18:28:00.000-08:00

Okay, so I just bought a new HTC G1 and I must say I love this phone. I've had a Sidekick for the past four or so years, and I never found a phone that would or could completely replace this phone. Well guess what? With the right developers and hard ware makers you can find that replacement. Android is a new phone software company, I guess I can say. Since the G1 is the first phone they've come up with I can't complain about anything BUT I can say they are missing a video capture and virtual keyboard that they are working on right now. Anyway, I like the phone not because its their first phone but because its basically flawless. Cupcake OTA is coming soon! Look out for that, just as I am.

I wanted to buy a HTC Touch Pro but I know that it is powered by Windows Mobile and I'm not really a big fan of Windows Mobile. However, it is a nice phone. Everything that I like about a phone is on this phone. Radio, nice camera, video capture, youtube.. you name it, its there! The phone's software format is amazing. I don't think a phones format can get any better than the Touch Pro.

I have never been into HTC phones but lately they really have been blowing me away with their newer technology. So maybe the title of this blog should be "HTC phones", lol.

Next I will be talking about the HTC Touch HD. I think I might be interested!

Want compares, specs and reviews? I think I can provide you with this.

HTC Touch Pro Overview
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The HTC Touch Pro™ brings together elegant touch screen response with the direct precision of keyboard entry… leaving out nothing to deliver a powerhouse communication tool in a beautiful, compact design.

The 2.8-inch VGA touch screen provides four times the resolution of most smart devices, making email, documents and web pages sharper and easier to work with than ever before.

HTC’s rich, touch-responsive interface, TouchFLO™ 3D, provides a stunningly intuitive way to zip through common tasks like messaging, calendar checks or making calls. Delve a little deeper to find that playing media files, searching for contacts and surfing the web are also responsive to your touch.

The web browser puts the full Internet in the palm of your hand. Websites look just like they do on a PC, and TouchFLO™ 3D makes it easy to pan around and zoom in on exactly the information you’re looking for. If you need a wide screen, simply tilt the Touch Pro sideways and the page switches to landscape view.

Slide out the 5-row QWERTY keyboard to make light work of typing-intensive tasks like composing email or working on Microsoft Office® documents… perfect for when your day takes a serious turn.

High speed connectivity will keep you in touch with colleagues and contacts wherever you are. Integrated GPS can be used with maps software for a full turn-by-turn satellite navigation experience.

Built-in Wi-Fi and TV-out functionality* mean you can hook up to the local wireless hot spot to surf, then deliver the perfect PowerPoint® presentation without a laptop in sight.

A beautiful angle on business, the HTC Touch Pro introduces effortless presence to enterprise-standard communications.

Highlights

Mobile Internet features - surf and download at broadband speed with HSPA and Wi-Fi®.
2.8-inch touch screen, with four times the resolution of most phones.
Vibrant TouchFLO™ 3D user interface.
Five-row QWERTY keyboard for quick and easy text entry.
3.2 megapixel auto-focus camera with flash light for quality stills and video.
microSD™ slot for expandable storage.
Integrated GPS can be used with maps software for a full turn-by-turn navigation experience.

HTC G1 Overview
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In today’s fast-paced world, it’s easy to lose track of the really important things in your life. Your social calendar is just a bit out of synch and friends are just a bit too far out of reach. Until now… The T-Mobile G1™ redefines what it means to be kept in the loop.

Feel the exhilarating power and freedom of having all the communication tools you’re used to in your hand. Mobile Internet services are at your disposal with quick one-touch access to Gmail™, YouTube™, Google Talk™ and Google Calendar™. Explore even more of the world with detailed street, traffic and satellite views via integrated Google Maps™.

Dazzle your friends with the large sensationally crisp 3.2” display. The touch-sensitive navigation is finger friendly and super intuitive but you can swing it out of the way to use the full five-row QWERTY keyboard. There is plenty of room to respond to emails, messages and even chat.

G1 delivers an extraordinary browsing experience. The G1’s browser comes with a clever multi-page window pane; it lets you surf multiple websites at the same time. Drag the page around with your finger to pan, or move from one link or textbox to another with the handy trackball positioned perfectly for your thumb. And don’t worry about waiting for pages to load. The G1 is equipped with 3.5G and Wi-Fi technology… seamlessly switching to always offer you the best connection.

Instant notification bar discretely alerts you of emails, text messages or IM sent your way. Whether you’re getting mail from Gmail™, another POP or IMAP account or receiving IMs from any of the most popular services, you’ll be alerted as soon as a new message comes in.

Make the G1 your G1 with instant access to Android Market™. The market is constantly updated with exciting new applications for your T-Mobile G1™. Download and install your favorite software, music or games and more. The fully customizable home screen lets you put all the tools and gadgets within your finger tips.

HTC innovation delivers the next generation in mobile technology with the Android™ powered G1.

Highlights

3.2-inch TFT-LCD flat touch-sensitive screen with HVGA (320 X 480 pixel) resolution.
Full 5-row QWERTY keyboard.
One-Touch Google Search™.
Customizable Home screen with instant Email, text message and IM notifications.
Instant access to mobile Internet services (Gmail™, YouTube™, Google Maps™, Google Talk™, Google Calendar™).
High-speed 3.5G network connection.
Wi-Fi technology with seamless transition to open networks.
Android Market™ with access to variety of software and media downloads. (some fees may apply)
3.2 megapixel color camera with auto focus.
microSD™ (SD 2.0 compatible) expansion slot for all your storage needs.

Difficulties - G1

2008-12-16T00:06:00.000-08:00

At first when I made this page I thought it would be just inspirational writings like my older blogger page was but I guess I have more to tell than just writings to help other people. Its a lot that even I have to get off my chest or things that will keep other peoples interest as well.

Sometimes I act like a spoiled brat and that's only because I spoil myself to the point where I have to have everything I want. OK, that sounds kind of homo coming from a guy but hey, its true. Maybe I shouldn't say "brat" period but I am very spoiled. Today my god sons mother calls me telling me that google finally updated their AIM for the G1. Soon as I heard that I almost flipped because that's what I've been waiting for to make my decision about getting the G1. After being on the phone with her for a while talking about toys for my son and god son we finally started talking more about the G1 and all the apps it has. I've been with the Sidekick a very long time so a lot of things that is offered on other phones aren't offered on the Sidekick so I always said well whatever I love the phone, all my communication is on it. Google comes out with a phone that's damn near exactly like the Sidekick and the iPhone combined. Honestly, you couldn't ask for a better phone.

I went in the T-Mobile store a few times in the past few weeks just to look at the Behold to see if I liked it and I looked at the G1 but they were all dummy phones. I never decided to actually ask the sales people if they had a working model G1, until today. When I finally had it in my hand messing with all of the components I really didn't want to put it down. I should have just bought one then instead of waiting until lord knows when. I'll probably have a dream about the phone tonight because its on my mind so much. Actually, I might just have to go back to the store. I have a new love and its not even a person! I still can't believe how many apps it has on it. Good job Google. Wonder if I can get my girlfriend to switch.

Jermaine Dupri OD attempt! LOL

2008-11-11T12:42:00.001-08:00

That Somebody

2008-08-28T11:30:00.000-07:00

Its not too many people you can find that can keep it real with you, even if you think they are your not always positive they're keeping it 100. If you have a person that can keep it 100 with you, and you guys get along perfectly well hold on to them. Don't let them go! If you claim your friends with somebody make sure your keeping it 100 with them too, if they ever find out something about you from somebody else their going to wonder about you and you just might not want to be friends anymore.

Secondly
When you have deep feelings for somebody and you can't stop thinking about them that's how you know when things are INTENSE. Like every second of every minute to every hour is spent with them running through your mind. They might not think to much of it but you know its a lot built up inside. You might not want to tell them exactly how you feel but maybe you should.

Love, Love

2008-08-21T16:54:00.000-07:00

Exactly what is love, and whats being in love? Most people think they know, but at the end of the road they find out that they have NO idea. In some situations its people that have somebody in their life that has been there for a long period of time that they feel they're in love with, then somebody else might come into their life and after a long period of time they start falling in love with that person. Is it possible to be in love with two people? I've heard theres no way you can actually be in love with two people. In a way this could be possible and in a way this might NOT be so possible. Now what is love but a four letter word? Look it up in the dictionary and see if it can give you the definition on how YOU feel about love. I highly doubt it can; A warm personal attachment, deep affection or a passionate affection for another person. - Sometimes you can feel this way when you like somebody, so where does the boundaries of like and love cross? You can always have love for someone, always remember that. Does not necessarily mean you LOVE them or in love with them. Keep your heart sealed and your mind open, don't let love break you down.